19 February, 2006
i decided to be guai-er a few hours back so now i'll ATTEMPT to research for art..... and i came up with a conclusion---
NEO-CLASSICISM SUCKS. its like only after e playful and naive and totally useless baroque and rococo styles some pple suddenly regret abandoning rationalism and decided to come back to e classics with their tail between their legs.

wth. cant those pple be more creative like e pple who started expressionism or impressionism or romantism? some argue that e pple who started neo-classicism DID add their so-called personal touch... PUUIIII! they just add classicism to their already-present rococo/baroque styles then pple say its NEW?!!!

wads most disgusting is that neo-classicism itself actually got revived even after that--- neo-neo-classicism?
argh... enough of that.

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i just remembered i have the council interview tml... shit. i havent done any preparation yet.... arrrrrhhh..... nervous already....

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anyway i had a really bad nite yesterday mainly bcoz i was camping with my family at east coast and SOME (malay) pple just cant go shut up and sleep until arnd 5am in e morn. i dun mean to be racist, but i just dun get why they can play and drink and make noise frm 630pm till 5am.....
like its not hari raya or new year or wad....
yup. so i dint sleep a lot.

then while mee and papa and shan watch tv on tt portable thingy i ran off by myself to blade... it was raining earlier yest so e path was pretty wet and nicely slippery-er.... so i went farfarfarfarfar.....

then after that when e sun set already there was nothing much to do again so i took e mp3 and ran off to sit at e seaside alone....

there was nobody but me and a couple farfaraway and e stars in e sky and e waves and passing planes and ships... so i was pretty much listening to music and night-dreaming at e sea for one hour plus.....

lolx i remember when i heard e song sadie hawkins dance for e first time it ended with: "BABY DO YOU LIKE MY SWEATER?"somehow it seemed super funny (coz i dint expect it) and i just suddenly laughed out loud to myself....
then i immediately spun arnd to see if there was anyone looking at me funnily... hahhaz there was no-one. so i luff at myself lor... a bit mad...

lolx. it was enjoyable. ive never luffed at myself by myself for a super long time le. =p

5:28 pm*